So.... I feel really.... bubbly today. Isn't that horrible? I'm like "HI! HI! HI! I KNOW YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!" Lets hope that's a decent sales tactic. I get to close with the new guy. I think I like him. I'm not exactly sure yet. I do like the new girl. She's nice, and she will do well interacting with customers as soon as she gets a little more product knowledge. And to be fair, my store has a lot to know as far as little details.

So. Yes. I love you all.

Have a good day.

"Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces

And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough"

This song totally speaks to me at the moment. I'm completely lost within my own mind and I can't even talk about it with the one person I need to. So I'm stuck with these thoughts not knowing how to act upon them, or if I should, or if I ever should have to begin with. Maybe we'd be happier. Healthier. Whole. But that's a foolish line of reasoning and I know it. I'm afraid this mess became a wedge driving a small space which will grow into an impassable canyon with treacherous pathways no one could ever hope to navigate safely. You can't just put a Band-Aid on this in my mind. Is there a solution? Can fairy tale endings ever come true? Maybe I was foolish to ever believe they could be true. They're right... I should get my head out of my alternate world where chivalry, white knights, and fair maidens really do exist. This is 2009 and we live in a concrete world... both in thought and reality.

"Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love"

Alright, this is the first time I've done this, but it's for a noble cause. There is a amazing writer here on Deviantart who is grossly under viewed. Aikos-Neko is a fabulous author who deserves all of our love and support. So check her out.

Along similar lines Ravenvale is one of the best artists I have ever seen.

Check them out and show them some love!

How do people get around problems if they're scared of the ultimate solution? If you know how to fix it but are too terrified to do so, then how will anything ever improve? How do you get the strength to do what you know is required? Where do people find that pool of strength from?

I can fix this... but I am scared. So scared.

Alright, for those of you interested in writing, and especially in fantasy realms, I invite you to take a look at an online Role Playing board. It's text, and turn, based. The rules are pretty simple. You create a character profile detailing who you want to create yourself to be and then start playing. There are a few existing threads which you can take a look through to get a general idea of how the game is played. So take a look and if you're interested create a profile. We're trying to reactivate the game so the more users the more fun there is to be had.

Here is the main page: Thorestaryn

And here are some general maps: Maps